Archive for September 22nd, 2009
Feeling blue
I had this wonderful dream last night. I was outside, sitting on a rock. The sun felt warm on my skin. There was a cool breeze. I was happy.
Enjoying the sun. Is this just a dream?
Then I woke up. I realized that it was just a dream.
I have not been outside in a really long time. The feeling of the sky above me scares me, so I do not sit outside. I stay inside my house. And I am sad.
Laying on my bed and thinking about my dream.
Today is a bad day. I do not practice smiling. I do not want to be happy. I am too tired to try.
I am sad.
