Feeling blue
I had this wonderful dream last night. I was outside, sitting on a rock. The sun felt warm on my skin. There was a cool breeze. I was happy.
Enjoying the sun. Is this just a dream?
Then I woke up. I realized that it was just a dream.
I have not been outside in a really long time. The feeling of the sky above me scares me, so I do not sit outside. I stay inside my house. And I am sad.
Laying on my bed and thinking about my dream.
Today is a bad day. I do not practice smiling. I do not want to be happy. I am too tired to try.
I am sad.
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Yea.. This all sounds too familiar. I just recently got out of yet, another one of these slumps.
The good thing is (and probably the ONLY good thing) is that it ends.. eventually.. so, use that as your reason to keep going (: and also that you’re not the only one who has to drag them selves out of these times..
Take care!
Amandah
http://www.perfectclarityx.wordpress.com
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September 22, 2009 at 3:58 pm